While riding on a train going south, I dreamed a dream that made me sad.Those people that fill my soul, Iget to visit you again and walk the lonesome dark streets,
a goonbag in our arms, pissed, hoodies on. I love the way you speakto me, your words of wisdom filling my naive eyes, you have a habit of speaking from the side of your mouth, using your hands to animate and tilting your head on aslight angle when you think im benefiting from your words. And i would if i listened 100% Your face makes me happy when you do this, too often i dont listen and just watch your weird ways in a dreamy state. We spendthe night again, waking to a room filled with orange
light, made from the curtain you bought. Then i knew i was wrong, im delighted you creep into my sleep whisping me away, reminding me of everything, here, near and far
that fills my cup. My mind can stray, Teachers made me feel guilty for having a preoccupied mind, but i love it. The train swerves between the cliffs of Germany's countryside
with pastel coloured houses clinging to the green hills, castle remains still standing proud over such a vast country. All we can do is exchange looks of complete amazement, wondering where to jump offthis south bound train.Dong (our new yorker, we met in amsterdam) kindly offers me the last of his space cake. And I know its now time to farewell this place that wrapped
me in magic and calmness. With our late night, personal canal rides with Spanish sparkling, shrooms and sunshine. And also time to say goodye to my days of being 18. Berlin with its haunting past captures us in a time machine. with so much diversity, reflections of communism, imperialism and the lovely man hitler. The stunning eastern boys of berlin were something so eye catching.
An eerie beauty now surrounds me, as i peer out the window for thelast time to the praguecastle thats keeping a watchful eye overthe city. medievil buildings, madness in the air and water, nights
filled with moonlit beer gardens overlooking the city lights, beautiful, atmospheric jazz clubs surrounded by piercing characters, unpredictable sounds, engaging stories and wonderful company.
So they laugh as we cast bad impressions on australians, unorganised, disorientated, young, crazy and lazy. Where we are bound I can not tell and thats the beauty. We know its time, as our mind
stream with the thoughts of switzerland and slovenia, and our tired eyes glance over the french boy in our dorm snoring like a fat pig, goodbye for now Prague.
discovering the depths of my mad psychologies, it all comes out the ugliness and filth being bound to your own company and madness, the pure truth, pleading for those moments i can just paint,
scribble, read and listen.
bloggers suck, i remind myself i have greatness under my feet and beauty before my eyes, as do we all, so stop reading this terrible blog. Laura